vaveevo

when i first met you, terror chilled down the heat of my louisiana spine. i shivered & my heart began to build walls over walls over walls- beating: fuck this, i won’t let them hurt you, again. i have a tendency to get knocked off my feet & not know how to get back up. i’m still crawling around, searching for your heart beats under my bed & between my tangled sheets. i am pathetic. but, you were all crooked, misshapen insecurities & nights of forgetting to take your zoloft. i didn’t think I would miss that. i didn’t think I would miss you. you fell like a meteor for him, hours after you demolished me. & i ca